"Come In To My Arms, Bonny Jean..."
"I Said That I Could Not Believe That She Was Conscious...AT ALL."
"In It, I Asked Her To Do Something That I Could See."
"That I Did Say That I Had Wanted Her To Run It."
"All God Would Really Have To Do Is Sit And It Would Be Better Than This For All..."
"Do Any Of You Think That God Views Jeanine And I As Specimens???"
"Frankly...I Can Imagine."
"You Know...I've Been Thinking About Putting Up I Just Died In Your Arms Tonight And I Think I Will, But, These Spirit Girls' Arms Just Don't Do It, And, Besides, Right Now, I Do Not Have The Money..."
"Then What AM I To Believe???"
On The Outside Of The Letter I Wrote: "My Heart Is Strong, But Weakened."
"Jean:
You Know...
You Can Heal...
My Broken Heart.
God And Goddess Willing...
Richard"
Jeanine:
There is one thing I would basically like to know from you...
Did you have my Web page Opera: Barâ-t before you got the letter telling you about it???
Whoever called me on my personal telephone 300 times in the last 3 years didn't speak to me, but sighed rapturously. (over)
P.S.-Try and answer me this time, please.
I told her on the phone, "I've got a Web Page!"
Was that you??
Of Course I'm confused, Jeanine.
It is your Opera.
The Tenor Aria is the unwritten Tenor solo to Beethoven's 'Ode To Joy.'
Love,
Richard
"Try To Save Myself...But My Self Keeps Slipping Away..."
"I Ask You."
"Where God??????"
"Cat Stevens, It Is Coming To Me, Was Cynwise' Brother, The Son Of Urien And Morgan Le Fay, Arthur's Half-Sister...
"PJ Harvey Was Also Urien And Morgan Le Fay or Natalie Merchant's Daughter..."
"Urien, It Was Coming To Me, Sits Sometimes At The Off The Square Club."
"He Has Red Hair, Looks Like Vincent Van Gogh, And Leans Perceptively On His Cane..."
"The Welsh Cat Stevens Married His Sister, The Welsh PJ Harvey..."
"Cat And PJ Were Our Aunt And Uncle..."
"Cat Did A Song Called Sweet Scarlet About My Former Daughter Michelle And The Theoretical Me, Which I Have No Real Idea Of, And For Which PJ Harvey Came Out With Her Song About Michelle's Jealous Mother, Jeanine..."
"I Never Dream..."
"I Go To Bed, Black Out, And Come To Consciousness Suddenly The Following Morning..."
"No Dreams..."
"The Only Dream I Have Had At All In The Last 20 Years Is This One."
"Suddenly I Come Rushing Bodily Through The Vacuum Door Of A Big Jet, Catch Myself From Falling By Putting My Arm Around Michelle's Waist As She Is Dressing After We Have Just Had Sex..."
"She Smiles This Somewhat Tense, But Ecstatic Smile Up At Me..."
"I Smile Back..."
"She Goes Into The Bedroom..."
"I Wait..."
"She Immediately Comes Out, Is Very Angry, And Pushes Me Down..."
"What Came To Me About This Dream Is That Michelle And I Had Sex, But Jeanine Was Invisibly Watching Us In Frustration And Offense..."
"When Michelle Went Back In The Bedroom, Jeanine Materialized And Told Michelle Her Thoughts..."
"Hence..."
"This Dream Occurred Right After I Thought Jeanine Had Abandoned Me."
"It Was Very Disjointed And Surreal To Me..."
"But It Was Nice Seeing Michelle Smile This Big Tremendous Smile..."
"Big Fish, Little Fish, Swimming In The Water...Come Back To Me And Bring Me My Daughter!!!**&##??!!"
"This Is The Song Long Snake Moan Off PJ Harvey's Album To Bring You My Love."
"I Cannot Get It In An .ram File From amazon.com."
"I AM Going To Call My Aunt Peg Tonight And Have Her Send Me A Color Copy So I Can Scan It And Put It Right Here For Your Curiousity..."
"The Writing At The Bottom Says..."
"Byde Tyme"
"If I AM Right, Then I Would Be More Than Six Times Directly Genetically Related To Christ And Genetically Related To King Arthur Multiple Times..."
"I Call Them Both..."
"Whooshta Magooshta Babooshkas..."
"Vasalisa, Sweet Vasalisa..."
"Arianrod Was A Double Name For Both Percivale's Wife And Math's Wife..."
"Guess Who Showed Up At My Apartment The Other Day???"
"Lleu..."
"Britney Spears, The Teenage Pop Star, Was Blodeuwedd..."
"I Was Going To Get Lleu's {His Name Is Now James.} Photograph, But He Went Back To Boston Monday..."
"He Is A Darker Beauty, Being Cat Stevens' And PJ Harvey's Former Son, Than Brad Pitt."
"I, As Percivale Or Gwydion, Was Blodeuwedd's Father."
"Initially There Was An Actual Assassination Attempt On Urien's Life..."
"We Were A Family And A Defensive, Protective Family..."
"We Made Up Concealing Legends Around The Hearth Fires..."
"To Cloak The Assassination Attempt On Urien, And His Disappearance, And Our Hiding Of Him, We Spread The Legend Of How, His Wife, Morgan Le Fay, Made An Attempt On Her Husband's Life..."
"She Is Now Natalie Merchant And Was My Grandmother And Cat Steven's Mother During Arthurian Times..."
"We Took Many Names And Professions..."
"All The Legends About Killing Within The Family Except Modred Or Marilyn Manson's Murder Of Arthur At Mount Badon, Where Arthur Magically Left A Corpse And Appeared Suddenly In Another Body In Merlin Or Thlwarch Hen's Cave, And The Sun Was Darkened For Three Days, Were Made Up Because We Had To Be Very Careful And Cloak Ourselves Either As Mysterious Or Already Dead..."
"The Gentleman Jimmy Tribble I Mentioned As Being Formerly Captain Morgan, Was, Even Earlier, An Arthurian Knight And A Son Of Arthur And Cynwise..."
"He Was The Mightiest Warrior In The World According To Taliesin Or David Crosby of Crosby, Stills And Nash..."
"His Welsh Name Was Llwch Lleminawc..."
"Even Earlier, He Was The Second Born Son, Simon, Of The Virgin Mary, Nancy Heathering, And Saint Joseph, Jerry Garcia Of The Greatful Dead..."
"Jeff Rense Is The Reincarnation Of King Aelfred The Great, Guinevere Or Gwainlod Or The Present Day Lauren Bacall's Son With King Arthur..."
"Also Check Out My Physics Paper @ www.rstolley.com/photon.htm"
"The Universe Is A Voidal Pressurization Shock Flow Universe..."
"It Shocks Twice..."
"Once At Absolute Zero: The Spiritual Shock Screen"
"That Is Why Spirit Phenomenon Can Suddenly Cool A Room..."
"And Relatively Thereafter In: The Physical Shock Universe Of Stars And Planets..."
"It Is Like A Giant 3-D Flowing Double Television Screen."
"Jesse: You Know...You Can Sell...Any Dream To Me."
I Truly Believe I AM The Only One That Exists That Is Not A Crappy Little Stinker.
"Apparently They All Want To Be One Of The Girls???"
"One Of Them, I Wrote About You As A Little Baby Girl, 6 Years Old, And My Solo Sung Chorus Goes..."
"I Love You Baby, But I Don't Know Why, You Treat Me So Cruel???" - by Richard S. Tolley"
"I AM Thinking About Doing An Album..."
P.S.-"Yesterday, I Ran Into Mae West's Big Lugg..."
"And Her Favorite Daughter-Self..."
"They Were Sitting On One Of The Large Three Or Four Seat Love Seats On The Bus, One On Each End..."
"These Were Both My Brother And Sister And Gib Dökken And Mae West's Former Son And Daughter!!!!"
""It's A,
"If The Only Talent I Had Developed Turned Out To Be My Twelve String,"
"I Would Still Expect You To Take It..."
'Damn It.'
"'Jeanine; You Are The Conscious Act Of An Unconscious God.'"
"And Why Does My List Keep Getting Loooooonnnnnnnnggggeeeeerrrrrrrr And Looonnnggggggeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrr????"
"If She Is Under Her Own Control, Then She, Here In The Spirit, Will Get An Opportunity To View Her Own Personal Signature, In The Spirit."
"I Used To Believe That I Would Not Have An Issue..."
"And I AM A Very Proud American Man."
"Do We Carry The Same Weight We Carried During The Times Of King Arthur As Sons And Daughters Of Christ???"
"And I Was What They Offered..."
"And I Was Just The Editor's Note..."
"And I Thought The Animals Were gods..."
"And I AM Measuring The Weight Of Mein Ignorance..." - Parsifal...
"The Proper Way Can Be Found."
"And We All Have A Different Idea Of What Is Proper..."
Loooonnnngggggggg,
Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppp,
Miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddd."
"Check My Hit Counter; It Has Continually Gone From Over 3,000 Back To 2,882..."
"By Itself!!???!?"
"AM I Lumbering With Mules???"
"Dorothy in The Wizard Of 'Oz' Lumbered With Mules..."
mule² (myool) n. A Slipper that has no counter or strap to fit
I AM Thinking Of Writing An Other Book: The Central Gene Of Christ...
"It Has Been Two Weeks Since I Mailed The First Certified Mailing Of Bridge Over Troubled Water With A Return Receipt To Jeanine..."
"The PostOffice Man Said To Wait Another Week For Either The Package Or The Receipt."
"I Mailed Jeanine A Dozen Roses For Valentine's Day, But They Won't Arrive Until The Day After, Which Was Yesterday..."
"I Wish Her A Very Happy Valentines Day With All My Love..."
"I Addressed The Card: Whooshta Magooshta Babushka..."
"If I AM Elected President, I Will Appoint Her President!!!!"
