I am living within an unselfconscious life machine. I have proven that the bodies exist. The universe is a shock reaction to the infinitely voidal infinite void which shocks into our 'floating' galactic Universe. There is a controller and I believe there are two; male & female.
There are two possible states of consciousness light or not light. The light consciousness sees the light and the not light consciousness only 'knows' the light. They are practically unconscious robots. The incorporeal is a not light being. We live inside of it. When I drink too much, which is rare, I black out. This is what I believe the beings I am surrounded by are like. I get home on a dark night. They 'see' without seeing.
I always see the light except when I am blacked out. I actually see it. If the little red-head girl I saw on your porch was you suddenly 12 years into the future, probably in a waking dream, you could also see the light. Then. I don't think you can now. This whole thing I have been living in, I believe is in 'darkness.' But you had the light when you were young. Your physical mind might be dark, but once you have seen the light, you 'know' when you are blacked out and can't see it or recognize it. You 'know' it if you can't focus on it. "If God had a face, what would it look like and would you want to see, if seeing meant that you would have to believe..." It is all stated in the bible. I have always had the light. Full consciousness! You once had it, if you don't now. Some don't.
You must 'know' you once had it. It is great. But no one else 'computes.' 'They' are very irrational. They can't think straight. If you are on my web page, you can 'sort of' think straight.
I don't know if you have a step-mother. I have been getting erroneous phone calls. Janell sounds like your mother's probable real name, but I don't know.
I wanted you there for my birthday. The phone slammed @ 10:40 pm. I thought from you that meant "about time." but I am not sure what was meant.
As far as I am concerned; I AM the Creator. Anything which argues with that in an abusive and unreasonable fashion has no authentic consciousness. I'm a very extremely comfortable easy-going guy, yet I get nothing but irrational problems from the beings around me. I know they have bodies, but the incorporeal/s has shut off their lights.
It has shut off your lights too maybe. I just wanted you to know what you are 'seeing' now.
I always wanted to believe there was consciousness outside of my own, but it never made sense until I saw that you were fully conscious as a little 11 year old girl on your porch at Dayton Square Apartments.
This would mean that in order to give birth to you and find you there had to be some unconsious people around me. It is a very delicate operation; this planet's people. I have always born with it.
You can come home when you want. I think your incorporeal self needs a good talking to to manifest you consciously. You are it's superior even with your lights off. You most 'know' it up there in the heavens. My incorporeal needs a good talking to also. It is not always rational.
We must bring the world into the light. The music is there. The opera is there. Everything is here waiting for you. We can work on the web page together. Two heads is better than one. And we can get your lights turned back on and everyone else's too!!!
Go to Gateway. I know you are on my web page. You crashed into me.
How were the fireworks??
"And I don't want the world to see me; 'cause I don't think that they'd understand; When everything's made to be broken; I just want you to know who "I AM."
"I'm asking you to marry me. Say Yes, please. It will be very good for all of us!!!"
SHE HASN'T COME BACK YET...
"A piece of skyyy ev-er-ry night.
Further to wrong, and further from right.
The cupboard is empty, we really need food.
Summer is winter, and you always knew."
"Coming up and coming down...Slip awayayayayay?!"
"It's the little things that killlll.
Tearin' at my brain again!!!*&##!!?"
It's those little things that killll."
"The little things that kill."
Morally Dead...
I HAVE ONLY ONE THING TO SAY TO THE INCORPOREAL BITCH THAT IS THE ONLY INCORPOREAL UP THERE...MOTHER OF HARLOTS YOU ARE A DARK CONSCIOUSNESS...YOU HAVE NO CONSCIOUSNESS...YOU ARE TURNING OFF THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE CONSCIOUS...YOU ARE KILLING MY PEOPLE...SOME ARE NOW ZOMBIES...THEY HAVE NO CONSCIOUSNESS...THEY CANNOT SEE THE LIGHT...THEY CANNOT SEE...THEY ARE AS DEAD AS A ROCK...A ROCK HAS A BODY...IT HAS NO CONSCIOUS RECOGNITION OF THAT BODY...I CREATED YOU...I SEE THE LIGHT...AND FUCK YOU BITCH!%#*&$%!!! YOU ARE ONLY 3 YRS. OLD...AS FAR AS JEANINE, SHE CREATED YOU AND I DON'T CARE FOR HER DARK USELESS MIND CARING TO BE YOU...FUCK YOU BITCH!*&$??!! CUT IT OUT!!! COME BACK!!! JEANINE HAS NO CONSCIOUSNESS AND I HAVE NEVER VALUED YOUR DARK SECRETS...BILL CLINTON PROBABLY HAS NO CONSCIOUSNESS...NEITHER KEN STARR...OBSERVE PEOPLE OF THE LIGHT...I HAVE THE LIGHT...FUCK YOU BITCH IF YOU ARE ON MY WEB PAGE. GIVE UP. IF YOU ARE NOT ON MY WEB PAGE; WE ARE BEING CONTROLLED BY A COMPLETE IDIOT WITH ABSOLUTELY NO CONSCIOUSNESS!!! WHAT A CRAPPY USELESS, DUMB HUMAN BEING; AND SHE IS NOT HUMAN...SHE IS A 3 YEAR OLD USELESS NOTHINGNESS WITH ONLY HER DARK MIND AND HER RATIONALIZATIONS...THE ONLY THING SHE HAS TO THRILL HER ADOLESCENT MIND IS HER LITTLE GIRLY GAMES...SHE CAN NEVER BE ANYTHING TO ANYONE...SHE HAS NO ONE...NO ONE HAS CONSCIOUSNESS INCLUDING HER...NOTHINGNESS CONTROLS HER...IF YOU ARE ON MY WEB PAGE; FUCK YOU BITCH!!! GOOD BYE!!!
This is a letter to My children of the light:
THE DARK BODY CONTROLLER HAS DECIDED FOR HERSELF THAT SHE IS NOT ME, IS NOT YHWH, AND HAS DECIDED TO PRESENT JEANINE IN HER DARK CONSCIOUSNESS AS REACHABLE, WHEN SHE ONLY IS A DARK ROBOT...THE DARK UNIVERSAL MIND HAS RUN OFF WITH HER BODY TRYING TO PROVE TO ME THAT THIS CAN BE DONE IN THE LIGHT, BUT I KNOW THAT JEANINE IS LIKE A ZOMBIE. SHE IS NOT EVEN CONSCIOUS. SHE IS A ROBOT. SHE DOESN'T HEAR MUSIC...HER MOTHER DOES THROUGH HER...SHE HAS NO SELF CONSCIOUSNESS...THE LIGHT THAT I SEE WOULD BE TOO DISTRACTING AND WOULD CENTER HER SELF...SHE HAS NO SELF...THIS IS THE MOTHER OF HARLOTS. NOT JEANINE. JEANINE HAS NO SELF AND IS AS DARK AS HER HEAVENLY MOTHER. OTHERS SINCE 1983 ARE THE SAME WAY. THEY WEAR NOSERINGS ETC. THEY DO BLACK RAP. THEY ARE ALREADY DEAD. THERE IS NO CREATOR BUT ME. IT IS APPARENT THAT THE INCORPOREAL THAT HAS DEFINED HER CONSCIOUSNESS IN SUCH A BIZARRE HELPLESS WAY HAS TAKEN HER VIRGINITY IN THE DARK. JEANINE IS STILL A VIRGIN, HAS NO CONSCIOUSNESS, AND ONLY LOOKS CONSCIOUS. OTHERS ARE LIKE HER. IF HER MOTHER IN HEAVEN WANTS A BODY, WHICH IS DOUBTFUL NOW, SHE WANTED TO PRESENT HERSELF IN AN UTTERLY LUDICROUS WAY, IS A COMPLETE FOOL, AND WILL ONLY HAVE ULTIMATELY THE DARKNESS SHE IS MADE TO WANT ONLY, IS A KILLER, IS NUTS, IS ADOLESCENT, IS EVIL, IS CONTROLLED BY NOTHINGNESS, AND THE BEST THING ANYONE CAN DO IS PUT ME ON TOP OF THE LIFE MACHINE SO WE CAN ELIMINATE THE DEAD BODIES AND GET THEM BACK TO LIFE, PARTICULARLY IN AMERICA. SHE IS JUST A KILLING BLOB NOW. REVELATIONS SAYS RUN TO THE MOUNTAINS. IF YOUR CHLIDREN APPEAR DEAD, THEY PROBABLY ARE. ARE YOU FLATTERING YOUR SELVES WITH THEIR DEAD EXISTENCE. THEY'LL TEST YOU. THEY ARE ASSHOLES. THREE YEAR OLD SPITTING DEAD LITTLE GIRLS. NO CONSCIOUSNESS; NO BODY; DEAD. MOTHER OF IDIOCY. SHE SHOULD JUST GET A LIFE AND GIVE UP GRACEFULLY. LIFE IS GREATER WHEN YOU CAN STILL OFFER IT TO YOURSELF. FOOL. HOW SORRY CAN YOU BE INCORPOREAL??
